Stolen Pleasures

Have you heard Hot Chelle Rae's new song, "I Like it Like That"? If not, I'd highly suggest giving it a listen. I've been a fan of the band for a few years now and I'll admit that the first time I heard it, I was not digging it. It was a new sound for them. But today, oh my, I've listened to it so many times...I can't get it out of my head! I'm obsessed!
I woke up to see their new song being talked about MTV so I decided to listen to it again, give it another chance. I'm still getting used to Hot Chelle Rae being mainstream or whatever, but I still love them to pieces. One of my all time favorite songs is by them, "Bleed". A few months back, I was shocked when I heard "Tonight Tonight" on the radio and people knowing who they were. It wasn't that they didn't have the potential, because trust me, they do! They're a great band! They deserve the fame! I just couldn't believe that a band I actually liked was popular, haha. You always hear about people being all like "I used to love that band, but now they're popular and I hate them! The world stole them from me! They went mainstream!". I'd never been one of those people. I didn't know what it was like to have an underground band of my enjoyment to become mainstream, I usually would find out about bands a few years after some mark of success. I was ticked off at first, but I've come to accept HCR's fame. I'm glad that other people are enjoying their talent.

A Night of Missing and Music

So I've been missing a certain person lately. These songs sort of reflect some of what I'm Feeling:

"My Favorite Dream" by Mae

(Just discovered their music tonight)

"Wish You Were Here" by Hey Monday. (A beloved band to me).

(And just saying, I don't own the music/videos in any way)

It's that whole idea that you'll find someone that means so much to you, but deep down you know that you mean nothing close to them as to what they mean to you.
Not hearing from someone for over a week drives me crazy. I'll come up with wild ideas why they haven't tried talking to me.

I feel like I'm drifting away from a beloved friend. Distance always seems to do that... =P But we were never even that close to begin with...it seems like this just isn't meant to be...but then why did it get so far?

It's painful. I realize that my emotions might not be mutual(...then was I being led on?) I'm left wondering; left to be cautious. It's really quite cruel. They made promises to me...they never keep them! I should know better to always fall back into their tricks, but they're just so genuine, and I want to love them so much!
I feel like if I'm not on their mind every few days, they'll/ have forgotten about me.
What hurts the most though is the uncertainty. I don't know if they're worth missing, if my emotions for them are strong enough to make any effort at all.

It's probably best to just let this person go, like I let "him" go...but I don't want this person to be another "him". I want a friendship to last. I know that they're better. But they're not nearly good enough...